*sigh*... i don't know what i'm thinking... making things so complicated. Making that kind of imagination really makes me feel weird...confuse.

Let's skip that topic.
Alright here. All of us have 1 chance to survive in this world as a human, but why some people couldn't value it? ...No lah... just wanna say that hope everyone enjoys every moment in your life. This is your life, don't let anyone choose which journey you are going next. Don't get moody for the whole day just because of -(your boyfriend or your friends ditch you? Your friend cursed you? Your best friend betrayed you? etc etc...) Just let it be- You still have journey to go on and time is running fast (that's what i'm thinking). Do what you wanna do (that you think is right)- coz you only has 1 chance to do these things while you're still breathing in this world. No need to feel regret or dissapointed for what you have done(that you think is right). Examples: If you like a guy or a girl, then just confess to them(if only they don't have a lover)before someone(your rival...?) confess to them. The worst thing is, if your admireer agrees to accept he or she to be their lover, then you'll feel 100x dissapointed for not telling them earlier(for some people)(Gah i talk too much. Feeling retard now). Well, *ehem* this happens to me before...and i feel total regret/dissapointed.(Arghh!!!! feeling so 'disaster' and 'explode')

Then, now i'm in despair and prefer to spend my life on games- and talking to game buddies who are strangers online, watching animes and reading manga.(and being single foreva?-no way!)(really...? Maybe not.) And then, here comes the next disaster to me- My future job. Everytime when teacher asked "what's your ambition?"- i went blurr. I realised that i don't have a dream job. That means i don't have a ambition to determine where i'm heading, what i gonna study and what i gonna do next time. But usually i'll answer: accountant. Why? -Because of: all my relatives are accountant. Accountant will get a high pay. I only can survive with that high pay and i don't know what job suits me. Haizz... At 1st i get inspired by a manga Orange Kiss(the 1st manga that i read)drawn by Usami Maki so i decided to become a mangaka(a cartoonist) but things really gone wrong because: My drawing is not that good and my dad said "tak boleh cari makan...!!!" *sighhhhhhhh...!!!!!!!* Arhh just let things be. And i don't know what should i do. As for now, i shall continue my journey(or life) according to everything that happens around me as time passing by.