*sigh*... i don't know what i'm thinking... making things so complicated. Making that kind of imagination really makes me feel weird...confuse.

Let's skip that topic.
Alright here. All of us have 1 chance to survive in this world as a human, but why some people couldn't value it? ...No lah... just wanna say that hope everyone enjoys every moment in your life. This is your life, don't let anyone choose which journey you are going next. Don't get moody for the whole day just because of -(your boyfriend or your friends ditch you? Your friend cursed you? Your best friend betrayed you? etc etc...) Just let it be- You still have journey to go on and time is running fast (that's what i'm thinking). Do what you wanna do (that you think is right)- coz you only has 1 chance to do these things while you're still breathing in this world. No need to feel regret or dissapointed for what you have done(that you think is right). Examples: If you like a guy or a girl, then just confess to them(if only they don't have a lover)before someone(your rival...?) confess to them. The worst thing is, if your admireer agrees to accept he or she to be their lover, then you'll feel 100x dissapointed for not telling them earlier(for some people)(Gah i talk too much. Feeling retard now). Well, *ehem* this happens to me before...and i feel total regret/dissapointed.(Arghh!!!! feeling so 'disaster' and 'explode')

Then, now i'm in despair and prefer to spend my life on games- and talking to game buddies who are strangers online, watching animes and reading manga.(and being single foreva?-no way!)(really...? Maybe not.) And then, here comes the next disaster to me- My future job. Everytime when teacher asked "what's your ambition?"- i went blurr. I realised that i don't have a dream job. That means i don't have a ambition to determine where i'm heading, what i gonna study and what i gonna do next time. But usually i'll answer: accountant. Why? -Because of: all my relatives are accountant. Accountant will get a high pay. I only can survive with that high pay and i don't know what job suits me. Haizz... At 1st i get inspired by a manga Orange Kiss(the 1st manga that i read)drawn by Usami Maki so i decided to become a mangaka(a cartoonist) but things really gone wrong because: My drawing is not that good and my dad said "tak boleh cari makan...!!!" *sighhhhhhhh...!!!!!!!* Arhh just let things be. And i don't know what should i do. As for now, i shall continue my journey(or life) according to everything that happens around me as time passing by.

Cabal

Well, for me this is a nice online game. I started playing since 2007- until now. I can see Cabal made a lot of changes since 2007- a lot. The graphic improves... new title... new dungeons...ahh everything! My friends asked me: "what's so nice about Cabal?" Well, i don't know -I just like it =) Oh yea few minutes ago i went to youtube and discovered a video called 'Cabal vs Runes of Magic'. I was like: o.O ... From viewers' comments, most of them support Runes of Magic. Is it because of you could select your character's height and body size...? Haizz but no matter what, now millions of people are playing Cabal (bwahahahaaha~!!!)

http://cabal.playpark.net/index.aspx

Here i wanna share a video with you guys- sorry it's Cabal(Phillipine)but i like their video=) (We are Cabal Singapore and Malaysia) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JcXwa_rHB4Y&feature=related

Farewell, KhOyA.

At year 2008, i started playing my 1st character in Cabal. That time my level was quite low. Then one day, when i was leveling then a high level character called HailAmarath came and invited me to a guild called 'KhOyA'. At the time i felt very glad and Hail was the guild master. People in this guild said that KhOyA means lazy (and that really suits me!). And then almost a year past, Hail left this guild and join his friend's guild. that was really bad. He is a nice GM(Guild Master). Then time past- Now BigBurn is my GM. Soon things went really bad. Day by day my guild members became inactive. Then now is year 2010- this guild become a '98% Dead Guild'. All the members now offline for more than 5 months+. I can say that i'm the only member 'alive' in this guild. Few days ago, my friend invited me to her guild called 'NevarethAcademy'. So i decided to leave this old guild and accept her invitation. Now i'm in a new guild and i wanna say sorry to BigBurn GM for not giving you a notice that i'm leaving KhOyA guild(cause that time you offline). I start liking this guild cause the members in this guild are friendly and really helpful. So... NevarethAcademy please keep moving forward and don't ever become a dead guild!

<--Alrite this my main character in nation war lobby when he was still in KhOyA. Dun ask why i train male character coz i'm sharing the character with my bro.