Daymare

Well, this is a true story(cuz i dream about it) happens on 1st July 2009, Wednesday:

It was yesterday(30th June), my brother's school report card day. So, my father and mother took a day off from work. Because after taking my bro's report card, my dad will go for a blood test, then he will take mom to see doctor(for check up)

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Suddenly, I was in my house, facing the entrance of my toilet. It was around 12 or 1 in the afternoon. I saw dad washing his hands inside the toilet. But I realised that mom is not here. So I asked dad 'where's mom?', he told me that she's not back yet.

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Then, it is around 4 or 5pm in the evening. I'm still there waiting. Suddenly, I heard that someone is washing his or her hand at the kitchen basin. So I turn my head to the left, which it is the kitchen's direction. Ahh... I saw mom washing her hand. I'm glad to see her. Then I greet her by calling her 'mom!', she turned and look at me.

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Her face was pale and white. I was surprised. She was telling me something... but I can't hear what she's saying. Then, I realised that she told me that she's dead. I turned to dad and asked 'why wouldn't you tell me that mom's dead?!'. Then, dad showed me a sad expression. He said 'I was afraid that you'll be sad if I tell you... Just now I followed your mom to see a doctor. After a long wait the doctor said that she's dead because she inhaled too much of chlorine gas'... It's true, mom usually uses a lot of chlorox to wash the toilet. And the chlorox produces dangerous chlorine gas. Dad always advice her to reduce the usage of chlorox, but she ignores his advice. I turned and walk near mom. She's looking at me. I asked 'Mom, why you are so stubborn?!!'.

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Mom is a stubborn person, but she is caring. She usually nags at dad, me and my bro. But cares a lot about us... mom did not answer my question, but she's looking at me sadly. My tears begin to roll down... as I feel that its too early for her to 'go'. There are many things I wanna talk to her...... I woke up. It is 10.30 in the morning. I realised that it is just a dream. Thank god... I hate this dream. The worst dream in my entire life. But this dream tells me that to make mom happy before I regret when mom 'goes away'.